Dear Johan, Thank you for a beautiful (yet, challenging) weekend. I came to your retreat to work on my body image, especially on how I view my own penis. The rain and cold weather exacerbated these anxieties. Your exercises and rituals assisted me in confronting those anxieties and to essentially ‘make peace’ with my penis. During the burning of the masks I decided to release myself from these anxieties. Then, when we had the massages the next day, I was proud to display my penis (in all its fully erect glory). Yes, it was a sensual and pleasurable experience. But more importantly my erect cock was a reaffirmation of my masculinity – a sign that I was no longer embarrassed by it’s size. My hard cock became a source of pride as opposed to a source of shame. Without your workshop I would not have been able to confront this unnecessary shame. Thank you, once again
